He won’t see this since I thought it’d be best to block him on social media so he wouldn’t have a chance of being updated on my life and my feelings. I’m hoping this is another stepping stone to helping me heal as we never had a proper form of closure. I also do know I’m not the only one who goes through this shit in life so herreee ya go.
After my ex before him, I thought ok it’s going to take me awhile to have strong feelings for anyone and I accept that. But this one came along, let’s call him….Dave =P, and it turns out we have a very fiery connection. Exactly what I was looking for. The passion, the laughs, the comfortability, the goofiness, the romance, the attraction, the silliness, family vision, work ethic, and morals were all in line.
Ya know Mr. Big in Sex In The City? He’s kind of like my Mr. Big. I did find myself trying to hold back with my feelings as having my prior relationship end was hard on me and now I feel as if this was just a subconscious game to him to get me to bring my walls down.
To briefly explain, our “relationship” was one of those strange off and on situations from the very start. But we always seemed to connect over and over again because we just couldn’t help it and we kept remaining in each others minds. So I do know part of this is my doing for letting him convince me to keep going back to him.
I wish him well and hope he’s happy. I hope he finds a relationship that is well suited for him even though he convinced me that’s what we had and were going to have lol. Damn.
Prepping for Breast Augmentation: https://www.jessikamae.com/prepping-for-breast-augmentation/
It is here! Surgery Day vlog. Don’t forget I have 2 recovery vlogs coming and then a Key Learnings & FAQ video so stay tuned for that.
I’ll be doing an FAQ blog post soon also.
433 North Camden Dr
Beverly Hills, CA 90210
Office #: 310-905-8858
Tell them I sent you, you’ll get a free consult & price adjustment for the procedure! Also they do take Care Credit, I suggest, if you need to, putting part on the card and the rest cash so you don’t mess up your credit score too much.
Welp. I finally did it. I got my boobs done =P I have been oddly wanting this done since Freshman year of High School. I haven’t the slightest idea why I wanted it so young but I did and was always set on it.
I am glad I took the time to grow physically before trying to do this surgery and it was great I waited as it gave me time to really think if this was a good decision for me. Also I felt extremely comfortable with moving forward with the process because one of my girl friends works for Dr. Gabbay . Having a friend there for my very first surgery ever made every last nerve go away!
I am separating this experience into 4 parts: Prep, Surgery Day, Immediate Post Op, and Key Learnings/Answering questions.